Wednesday, November 19, 2008

The emotional beast

Hiding deep inside, calm, serene, yet full of destructive power that could be leached instantly and aimlessly. Time pass by. No sign of it. Great you think. I have not seen it for years, hope never.

Then you are smacked with the revelation. You feel totally bared to the bone. Unprepared and destroyed you walk aimlessly, your heart sank to the ground. You wail deep inside. You try keeping composure. But who are you deceiving? You start worrying about the beast inside.

As a giant wave lifting you up and throwing you down. Ahh! It is painful. Worse than torture with electric wires. Worse than dogs biting through your flesh. You felt great pain before. This really hurts. It throws your heart through the rollercoaster of hell. When is it going to stop? You wish you can beg it to stop. But it is the beast within.